I'm a douchebag. I promised the kerrin guy to help him out with animating, but never got around to it, for various reasons. I also never done the flashes I planned to do. They're all just sitting there, useless, half-done and half-assed. Also, I feel awful for submitting that crap in the audio section. I was high on my hypomania and my narcissism and it seemed just like the thing to do at the moment, but now it stings bitterly. I am all angsty and artistic and vulnerable about that, so egg on, egg on. I haven't logged on here in million years because I gave up.

Hmm. I don't know why I'm posting here. Maybe something is about to change. I was never in control or understanding of what I do... I just do things... And later pay the price. Eughgh. Like that... Thing in the audio SECTION OH PLEASE NO ONE EVER BRING IT UP I WISH I COULD JUST DELETE AGAGHAGHAHGAAGAHGHAGHHGHREGHRGR X_X